i opened up my contact list
clicked clicked clicked
and i found no1 to talk to in the middle of the night
yes there is 1
but she's busy on the phone with her bf i think
n then i kacau-ed another fren of mine
mr jiaseng
althou he is busy studying for his test on mon
yet he still spend time listening to me n zat me at the same time
i really appreciate that
i was crying when i was telling him stuffs that time
but i din wanna let him noe
dun wanna freak out everyone
i dunno y
i jus cant get over it now
it's my first time to experience this
n i it will surely be my last
i will learn how to protect myself
but first i need to get over this
then only i can do other stuffs...
can some1 talk to me right now???
