Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Sigh~
its already 4 in d morning
and im still thinking whether to go to sleep or continue bou my drama~
fyi, im having a presentation today at 11
i went back to KL last weekend
reached KL Sentral around 4pm
reached home around 5
this whole weekend im still busy also
busy meeting up with friends and gatherings~
it seems weird
those who are close with you in the past doesn't seems to be now~
i don't know why
but i feel weird during gatherings
i don't what topic should i bring up
they don't know my friends
i don't know theirs
i feel so lost in their convos
its like im already so far away from them
is it the right decision to come to kampar to study alone
having no friends or family with me here
having a whole new life?
is this the life that i want?
im confused
am i not reliable?
why people choose other friends to talk to but not me?
is it my problem?
or is it i look like someone with a big mouth
can anyone tell me?
if it is my problem, at least i have the right to know?
ps: i really miss the days when we blow water together, yet, i feel so lost now
angie dear, i will upload the pics soon
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4:00 AM
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